Thursday, January 26, 2012 ; 3:42 AM
Amacam? Belt power huh? Hahaha. It was soo 2000 and late ya guys.
Tonight's post might be a little not me i would say..
Through out my entire youth life, ive never experience something nice called "love".
Cause.. Frankly speaking, from the bottom of my fat heart, i dont believe it.
Back in secondary school, never even fall for one. If the girl is cute, so be it.
Friends and i will talk about girls, well, boys-.- hahah.
But when comes to serious relationship, i never really gave myself a chance.
I was the type that dont give a damn about these kind of things..
Im those type that laugh around.. Irritate people in my class.. Walk sat2 cos i was wif Zurikh if not, walk hands by the side eyes on the ground. hahaha.
But when i wanna give myself a chance in this now, guess Love has turn its back on me.
If i could turn back time, i would have been in you people shoes man.
Experiencing real love. It doesnt matter if it didnt work out back then.. But those sweet times you guys shared, it cant be bought in a store.
Memories that you cant delete like how you delete files in your thumbdrive.. But listen, its okay. Becos of all these painful moments, it makes you guys stronger.
I envy you guys out there, really.
Im still searching for my lady Marmalade..
Ive been trying my best.. Not that i didnt find.. hahaha.
But i guess Love hates me and has not forgive me yet for not believing it back then..
I shall face it like a sincere man and accept reality.
Ive tried, if it works, then it works.
But am i a guy that anyone of you out there wanna be with?
Thats the question. A question that im still searching for its answer.
Im shutting the door wif a seal. When i think i can control it, i'll open it. Step naruto abit ah. hahah.
Told ya tonight's post wasnt myself. hahaha. I think i must put myself together and be the funny guy that you guys used to know. (:
Dont fix if its not broken. I wonder if that phrase should be applied in my life.
Goodnight!
