Friday, December 31, 2010 ; 7:31 PM
Hi.
Today im gonna post about my girlfriend which has been in my heart for very long but yet, she's not really my girlfriend.
Its been close to 3 years already but yet, i cant have you.
Its freaking hard. Ive been giving my best each and everytime.
But fate is not always on my side. Why God why?
Every night before i go to sleep, there are two things i always do.
I will pray and i will wish that i can have you, and nothing else.
But when i wake up every morning, i know that wont happen.
I just dont understand you. I always have been sincere.
When i walk along the roadside and see other attractive ones, i think nothing but you.
Im not desperate but i simply just love you.
I would starve myself just so that the pocket money i got, i could spend on you.
I would work extra long hours just so that i could take a closer step to be with you.
But yet God didnt give me the blessings. Why?!
And just now, i saw kiwi with his new girlfriend just makes my heart sank deep, so deep that my heart vanished.
At this point of time, anybody out there would have given up. But count me out.
Im not giving up on you.
Oh Baby, tell me, just tell me when can i get my hands on you?
Hahahaha. Cb ah. Get license so hard sia.
Money also burn. Want to buy singlet also must think twice. Hais.
Gonna spend new year wif my usual friends at kiwi's house. Movie marathon i guess.
Enjoy your new year people! How can you all bear the packness of humans sia? Hahah.
Piepie.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 ; 9:38 PM
Hi.
I just came back from a 3-days training camp.
Standard ah.. Tired and no voice one.. Hais.
But i really had a lot of fun uh..
Guess it was worth while uh..
Did make a lot of new friends..
Well, basically in my department only ah..ahaha.
I'll try to be more friendly uh..
Actually if you know the type of person i am right, you will fine me okay one..
But becos sometimes when i walk alone in sch, dont expect me to smile alone what.. ahaha.
That one need serious help alrdy..x))
So when i dont smile, i look so arrogant. What to do.. Last time always play Counter Strike at Lanshop what.. So look a bit fierce ah now.. Hahah.
But its a good start to start my 2 weeks break from all the shaky modules i had so far for sem 1.2..
Need to relax before i start with my Project 1!
Scary sia. The feeling ah.. Woah.. Like kena chase by peacock sia!xD
However, i'll try to buck up for next block ah..
Cant always slack only..
And i must keep my words. I will jog once per week at bedok reservoir.. Hahah.
Not that i obsessed of being slim ah just that i believe if i keep it constant of how i lead my poly life, im so gonna be a BIG AhPui before NS..x)
Okay ah.. I want to watch some movies that i secretly took from my coursemate, BiggyIsk.. hahaha.
Goodnight.
Saturday, December 18, 2010 ; 4:30 AM
I am a present.
Open me up and you will be surprise.
So don't ever think that you can push me around just because im laughing always.
Do you know what am i holding in my right hand behind my back?
No, not a dagger. No, not a gun. Yes, your hearts.
Without touching you, i can make you suffer.
So please be nice and treat me like how you treat others.
Regards,
No, i am alon, not Jigsaw.
