Thursday, December 31, 2009 ; 10:07 PM
You see the person above? Great!
Huh? What? Nonono.. He's not the guy from SleeQ..x))
Its me uh ^^
Why im here and not outside to countdown?
Well,simply because i know how to count and i dont need people around me to guide me on how to count.. Hahah!
No laa.. Its just that i have no where to go )):
But its alright,nothing wrong countdown at home what!(:
I hope that our(My friends and i) plan will go smoothly uh tomorrow!
Despite that this is our first time organize this thingy.
But kinda sad that one of our closest friends wont come along.
Why? I have no idea either.
Why is there a need to force,right?
In life,you have to make a choice uh.
People cant force you.
Even Love cant be force~
Chey^^
Haaaaha.
And you know what?
My mother is out,countdown-.-
"Mother:Alon,the food is on the table okay."
"Me :Ah. Okay. Why? Where you're going?"
"Mother:Countdown ah. Hehehehe"
"Me :Huh?! Mama want to countdown at Esplanade?! Hunyia boh?!"
"Mother:What Esplanade! Countdown at Masjid Sultan(King's Mosque) lah! Ustaz Sofi got syarahan and after that berzikir."
Waah lucky she twist the story. Hahaha.
See! Even my mother countdown. Haish.
Nevermind ah. Live life to the fullest and no regrets!
My New year's Resolution:
Is to upgrade myself in terms of studies because i believe to a large extent that i was very stupid this year(2009). And also,save up money so that i can get a license for a motorcycle. If no money,trishaw will do.^^
Not only that,i hope that i can slim down and stay healthy so that i can live with the ones i love happily ever before&after!
In conclusion,HAPPY NEW YEAR!((((((((((((((((:
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ; 12:12 AM
Okay.
My recent post was quite awesome,right?x))
If its not,you think i care ah? Haa.
As for today,im gonna post.. Err.. Dont worry,its not bout love^^
I will post about memories,with 'Beautiful' pictures aites!xD
Hmm.. I wonder which picture should i put for the opening huh..
Ah'huh! I think this should be it!^^
This one was when we were primary six uh.. Hope you guys understand uh..x))
But still,quite dope what!xD
Wanna see something that you cant get to see nowadays?x)
Gyeah! How bout that!xD
This one was also when we were primary six.
Cool kan the pose? I loike^^
This is my bestest pal,Mokrep! Haaa. CB sia.
Kay lets see whats next huh.. Hmm..
Kay this one i remember when! When i was in Sec2 uh^^
You see kiwi? The one pulling me?
The face like small kid right? Cause we havent go through puberty mah-.-
Haha. Joking only. This one not that epic uh. Haa.
Hmm.. Whats next ah..
This one i love the most! But you girls dont turn on just because of this uh..x))
This was taken when i was sec3 uh.. I think uh.. Hahahaaaa.
Kay i think the pictures from here onwards,i look more matured rdy..
Can say that i a little bit handsome uh..xD
See! I told you right! Hehe!^^
I miss a few of them uh.. This was last year..
N' level year uh.. But see uh,still got the time to fool around..ahaha.
Im just curious how i could pass sia?.__.
Must be God's power uh!(:
Okay up next,this one whether you girls control or not,you will definitely turn on!
Turn on right?x) This one also last year lah hor.
Im searching for more pictures.. Wait ah.. Dont press the X button yet..
Just in case if you wanna know our names uh.. Heeeee.
Kay2,the next picture very power one^^
See! The face very Satsat ah! Hahaha. This one not me uh.
My younger brother. Now sec4 rdy but the face still the same uh..x))
Bastard siaaaa me! Kekekekeke.
Kay ah.. Actually all look different rdy..
Especially Mokrep..
He evolved so fast...
From Caterpee into Butterfree..^^
Until he got this watez very nice one..
Wah i sebei envy of him siaaa!
But its okay,i believe my time will come soon((:
Orite laa. Thats all.
Lazy rdy uh. Plus,i'll be working like in 2 hours time sia-.-
Goodnight kay.
(Remember,don't fall in love.)
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ; 6:03 PM
Title:If only i knew..
Author:Alonton Kutcher.
It was 3.30am. The full moon was very clear.
And there were stars to decorate the dark sky.
I took out my diary and a black pen.
I then let my fingers dance with the pen on it.
I thought i was hallucinating. I really thought that i was.
But i was not.
I looked at my clock with the shape of a chicken and it showed 4.15am.
I then realised that my fingers danced for that long.
And i stared at my diary as if i could just burn it by just staring at it.
I noticed something. My fingers didnt dance for nothing.
It produced something on it.
"Dear girl..
I thought that you were the one..
The one that God had sent..
To take care of me and shower with all your leftover love on me..
I thanked God day and night non-stop..
Nothing else matters except you..
You are like my earpiece..
Without you,i cant listen to the musics on my mp3..
Without you,i cant live.
Both of us are two different people.
You are rich and i am just poor.
I cant give you an Adidas watch.
I cant give you a big Winnie the Pooh.
I cant give you money so you can spend on anything you like.
But i can give you happiness by giving you my love.
Love that is so sincere.
Which you cant get it at 7-eleven or other shops.
When we went out together..
Im sorry that i didnt wear a Topman shirt..
Im sorry that i didnt wear a Levis jeans..
Im sorry that i didnt wear a nice shoes..
Im just not capable of these things..
But what put a smile on my face was when you said that i dont have to apologize..
Cause i did nothing wrong.
You accept me for who i am. God,you just sent an Angel to me.
What else can i ask for?
Maybe health. So that i can live a longer period with you.
But soon,things started to change..
A new man entered your life.
I was pushed aside.
I was like a substitute on the bench while looking at both of you happily in the field..
I wanted to interfere but i stopped half way.
Cause i saw you smiling. Hey,you're happy.
I swear,i have never seen you this happy before.
I stepped back a few steps..
Soon,i realised that i was very far away from you.
But you're still smiling.
Well,cant blame you cause he is way much better than i am.
He got the looks,he got the kind-heart,he is capable to buy you nice gifts..
Unlike me.
Maybe i was just your temporary love.
Until you found your Mr.Perfect.
Guess that my job is done,you have found your Mr.Perfect.
I bet you will marry him someday.
At least,i wish that you will invite me to your wedding.
I guess i should upgrade myself into a better person..
I continued my studies overseas.
It took me three years,three long years.
I came back,hoping that you will wait for me at the airport.
I waited for hours. But i couldnt see you.
I gave up. I gave up on the 'Angel' that God sent to me.
I just kept on walking.
The airport seems to be like an endless road.
An endless road without a stop sign.
I swear. I swear to God Almighty that i hate you so much.
Hate you for making me love you so much.
Yet you make me look like a fool.
Girl,i HATE you..."
It stopped till there. My fingers wont dance anymore. I cant write no more.
I was exhausted. I just feel like diving into the deep blue sea.
I switched on my laptop.
I check my emails. I dont usually read my emails.
So i will just leave it there,in my inbox.
I was about to delete all my emails when one email caught my eyes.
It was from her!
It was not a recent one.
It was three years ago.
I opened it and read slowly,word by word..
"Dear boy..
I know that you dont like reading emails but i got no choice..
I have no idea where are you right now..
I cant send you a letter..
And i know that you are really mad at me while you're reading this..
But i have to do this..
The guy that you saw with me countless times?
Well,his my cousin..
I purposely do that so that you would hate me..
I cant think of anything else to make you leave me..
Love,do you want to know why im doing this?
I got a brain tumour. A brain TUMOUR for God's sake!
How can you possible be married to a person like me,right?
Haha,looks like my plan did worked out. You did leave me.
And i bet by the time you're reading this,im no longer in this world.
You just take care of yourself and do eat healthy stuffs okay!
And dont forget to exercise too!(:
Lastly,before i end this,i want to tell you that you are the ANGEL that God sent to me so that you could take care of me and shower me with all your love on me!
I thanked God day and night endlessly.
I swear,you are the best boyfriend i ever had in my entire life!
Thank you for everything.
You gave me a gift that no other guys could give it to me.
And that is your LOVE. Love that is very pure and sincere.
I can assure you that you will get a better girl than me,trust me!(;
So i guess thats about it.
Just erase me from your memory and start afresh,okay?
Do take care,my Love.
Yours sincerely,
your Angel."
My keyboard was wet. My mouse was shivering.
The light from my monitor just kept on shining on me.
I am stupid! Totally stupid!
I just kept on repeating this same line..
"If only i knew.. If only i knew.."
Hahah! Just a random love story..
And the author is me uh,despite the name like cool like that..
Like an author's name huh!x)
Ouh FYI,im not having a love sick uh.. Haa.
Like i said,its just a random one.^^
(Remember,don't fall in love.)
