Thursday, October 2, 2008 ; 11:20 PM
Hey fishes !
Sorry i didnt post for da last few days!
Kinda busy with da preparations for Hari Raya~
And somemore my brother was at home.. So yeah,i dont have da chance to use da computer lah...Haish...
I am not sure why im not being myself lately..
Maybe becos of my N-Levels..Or maybe..Naah,im not sure lah!
I just wanna dive into ur wonderful fish tank and be free,can can can?(:
But sadly,i couldnt fit in! Haish..):
I just wanna tell eu fishes,but promise me eu all wont tell da turtles,lobster,etc.
Kays? HAHA ! Kay lame-.-
Im kinda bored with my life lah lately~
Eu all tell me lah ! Hari raya or not hari raya,is da same to me sia..
I dont see da difference..Da only difference is that i get to eat 'ketupat' and wear nice baju kurungs~
My family and ur family are not da same !
Eu fishes may thought that i am happy as i always laugh..
Eu fishes may call and i can tell eu that i am 'ok' but eu cant tell that deep underneath my voice is just a lie`~
My personality is bery simple ! I dont like telling people my problems ! Da only person in this world whom i trust most and i always share my problems with is none other than MOKREP ! He may talk craps and may look like he dont bother about me but deep inside i know that he really care about my problems that im facing ! Not trying to be gay uh but its true ah ! We've been friends since we were primary two sia ! (Zaman kite slalu curik fishballs each other !) So everytime if i have any problem,he will be da ferst one to know~ But not all problems lah..Some problems i kept it to myself~
So back to my story!
So maybe i see other family,enjoying themselves..
Walked together as a one.. Joke around with their own siblings..
It kinda makes me envy of them and upset~
And to add on to my sadness,i just had a fight with my mum just now sey!
Becos of my sickening brother uhs ! Bodoh nye toyol ! Grr~
He go and stick his chewing gum underneath my fan and put da fan on da floor..He sticked it for like.. Years?! No lah..Just bought da fan ! Hurhur.
Then when i like want to lift it up,it was like difficult sia..
Then i got angry,i turned into Hulk,a fat one,and scold my brother ! Keep on saying that he's stupid ! I know its not nice but da chewing gum thingy is much much more not nice kan?! Haish..
Then my mum started to nag ! And im at fault too ! I go and say lah.." If want to give a speech,go mosque lah~ " I know i shouldnt have said that ! That wasnt myself sia! Actually,that was my old self ! I have changed ! But maybe becos im not being myself lately,i speak without using my oily brains ! Haish..
I regreted saying that to her ! If only i have cash now and buy her a rose and say i am sorry,things will change it a split second ! Hoho! No lah..I am not as daring as that ! But at least i've got da idea per,kan kan kan?(:
And to add to my sadness again,tomorrow is my Maths paper two ! Kepala Blastoise siak ! I did study for my maths,especially paper one..But i did my paper one already,it was tough ! And now,i dont have da confidence in me ! I just have to pray to God that i can do da paper ! But im werry that God will not let it happen cos i just fought with my mum,make sense per !
So that is why im so down right now ! If only i had a parachute,i would have jump down from my window and let da wind take me away~ But singapore where got windy ?! somemore in tampines ! Taik Goreng nye Rebos kan ! If plug many fans also no use what ! Somemore da fan below got chewing gum-__-
Ahhhhhhhhh ! I Hope tomorrow will be a better day and things will change as per normal !
Hope for da best for me kays?
Gudnite&Love eu fishes !
Bye my beloved ones(;
